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Diary Entry: A Gift From An Indian Spirit

 

In the Canadian Rockies, in all their splendor lies a passageway from East to West named Courtenay Plains. Here, cradled by snowy peaks and beside a snow-fed lake lies Indian holy grounds. It is fenced in and tucked out of sight; the infrequent car traveling to Jasper speeds by unknowingly.

 

But, behind the hill, hundreds of sundance lodges lie in testimony to scores of years of self-sacrificing devotion, their brightly-colored cloth flapping in chorus in the wind. When my native adopted family took me there, I was in awe at the profound feeling of the ageless holy traditions of native people.

 

A sundance lodge is made of a double circle of young trees with the main sundance pole or tree sturdily planted in the middle. This is the place where young warriors have their chest pierced with wooden stakes inserted under their chest skin. They are then hung from the tree until their skin ruptures. If it doesn’t, the buffalo skulls are hung from their legs to expedite the agony. Around the rim members of the tribe dance without food and water from sun-up to sun-down.

 

The self-sacrifice on the tree came to them from a white-bearded god who visited them 2,000 years ago. He is called different names by different tribes:

Tah-comah, Kate-Zahi, Tacopa, Nana-bush, Naapi, Kul-kul, Deganaweda, Ee-see-cotl, Hurukan, Waicomah, and Itzamatul.

 

Some of these names can be translated to: the Pale Prophet, the bearded god, the Healer, the Lord of Water and Wind, and so forth.

 

The message to spiritual warriors in all traditions has for ages been the same: growth came through opposition and martyrdom. But, this message was only true until August 2006 when a massive cosmic polar shift occurred.

 

The purpose of life, to change the unknown to the known through experience, had been fulfilled. In a moment, life’s purpose changed from martyrdom to creating through the heart.

 

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Excerpt from The Ring of Truth

In August 2006, an unprecedented and miraculous event occurred throughout the cosmos, heralding a time of great change for all. Firstly, the polarities of the cosmos changed as they reversed. Secondly, all unknown portions of the Infinite’s Being (illusion) were solved for the great cycles of life known as the cycles of the Fall (See The Gift of the Unicorns). Thirdly, Mother re-created all beings that had earned the right to live in the new era to reflect Her purity.

 

This meant that any contracts beings had undertaken to mirror illusion for perception-getters to solve became void. All could choose to live lives of purity and love, receiving the necessary perception to enable them to do so. Those who clung to illusory ways of life were clinging to something unreal.

 

The cosmic structure and laws of existence changed as well. The grids of light, holding open the space of the cosmos, were replaced by 12 vast frequency bands of emotion (now stationary). Whereas previously frequency moved, now 16 rays of light move through the cosmos in very specific patterns.

 

The change in polarity changed the following laws of existence:

Before

After

Light attracts same light

Light is attracted to opposite light

Frequency attracts same frequency

Frequency is now attracted to opposite frequency

Energy attracts its opposite

Energy repels its opposite, attracts same energy

Matter is attracted to its opposite

Matter is repulsed by its opposite; same attracts

 

 

The Changing Face of Compassion

In the previous cycle compassion, or love (the desire to include), was the compelling attraction of lightworkers to those who represented illusion or undeveloped light. They wanted to help, to save, to ease the suffering where pain prodded others to change.

 

It was inconceivable to abandon those who were on the treadmill of illusion and its accompanying chaos and pain. It was a requirement that the more light we had, the more our responsibility to reach out, assist and include in our lives others who had lost their way.

 

Workers of dysfunctionality were equally compelled toward us. In fact, they came in droves until we were left wondering whether we had stumbled into a madhouse by mistake. We didn’t have to look for them; they sought us out, compelled by an inner knowledge that we had something they wanted—something long forgotten. Was it integrity? Or peace of mind? Or the power that accompanies perception?

 

Whatever they found attractive in us changed when the previous cycle concluded. Because at that time, the old laws of attraction reversed. In the physical and with energy, opposites no longer attract; in fact they repel. If we therefore stubbornly cling to the desire to physically include light retarders in our lives in order to help them, their hostility towards us will increase. They must reject us.

 

They are not abandoned, however. In fact, great assistance will flood their lives, as we now study ourselves in mirrors of sameness. This is how it works:

 

1. With matter (physical) and energy, opposites repel and like (sameness) attracts.

• In physicality, light workers now refuse to bring dysfunctionality into their environments. As they embrace those of like mind, their mutual support increases their joy, peace, light and love.

• Light retarders can no longer feed off light workers’ energy and must grow on their own. They congregate with others who are just as dishonest, unscrupulous and vicious as they. This increases their discomfort as they have to face themselves in the mirrors of others having the same qualities.

 

2. With light and frequency (love), opposites attract and sameness

repels.

• This means that the more we increase our light and love by finding the joy of surrounding ourselves with a new light family, the more light those who are in darkness receive.

• Light workers often used to speak of ‘sending someone light’, but if that someone dwelled in darkness, it didn’t work. Now it will. And we don’t have to ‘send’ anything; it is automatically transmitted. As we simply create a joyous life, the joy rushes to the place of least joy, to comfort the crying child or someone who has lost their way.

 

3. There is another form of energy called ‘heart energy’, which was activated by Mother in the new creation. Heart energy always exceeds a being’s quotient of light and frequency by a small margin. She did this so its properties of like energies attracting and opposite energies repelling would be more dominant.

• Our primary responsibility is now to make sure we live a path with heart; one that fulfills and uplifts us. In this way, we render the highest service to all life.

 

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I sat in a broken down ring of sticks, not wanting in any way to disrespect their customs by entering an existing lodge. I was in the middle of dedicating my life as a Toltec Nagual to set humankind free from all lingering illusion when an angry Indian spirit came. He was the guardian of the sundance grounds and demanded to know what I was doing there.

 

I asked him not to look at my skin color, but the pure intent of my heart. His rage continued. Again, I stood my ground, asking him to look at the reverence of my way of journeying through life. Finally, he let me continue my prayers and left.

 

As I went to my little fire to prepare a simple lunch, he was back, but with a gift: a diamond ring. One moment, I looked at the cooking rock’s surrounding area and there was nothing there. The next, I saw appear a clean, new diamond ring. The spirit accepted my presence.